So here are my goals for the month on this blog:
I will do a post about our Lego organization
I will do a post about my sewing skills
I will do a post about our most recent vacation to Kure beach, NC
I will do a post about the boys (probably after Tuesday, as we have another teaching meeting about Isaac's behavior......)
And anything else I can. And I will try not to beat myself up, if I am unable to do all these posts. Sometimes we set unrealistic goals, and expect things of ourselves that we cannot achieve. I am more than guilty of this. And then I am hard on myself and feel very down. This happens a lot at the moment. It doesn't take much to make me feel down. I only have to get one thing wrong, or something doesn't go the way I expect, and boom, I feel sad, upset, pissed off. And I shouldn't.
I should be happy, contented, proud off all I do, all I maintain. But sometimes I don't. I strive for more, and don't even know what I want. I think I am struggling to find contentment, and don't know what to do about it.